An imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect.
From now on…I want to understand everything. From now on…just like you listened to my complaints, Kyo-kun…I want you to let me listen to yours. When things get tough…when you’re scared, when you’re weak…I want you to tell me. I want you to let me care about you. I want to be together. I want us to live…eat meals, study…share our troubles…like we did before…together. I want us to stay together!
"to let you have so many painful memories"